Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Raksaksa Geram

Ari ni hari mendung sedunia, hujan dari subuh sampai la ni. Nasib baik gak ari ni public holiday kat sini - Anzac Day. So, ada la excuse nak bangun lambat dan tak gi campus, muahahahaha. Tapi keje tetap jalan gak memandangkan sok nak kena gi mengadap. Gabrak gak, sbb keje yg siap ... alahai ada mcm ciput je. Tak pe, tak pe ... kena rileks sket, baru tak gabrak teruk kan. Semalam aku gi potong rambut, dah jadik pendek gila siut. Satu mamat OZ ni yg kerat rambut aku, Ash nama dia. Memang sungguh dia potong pendek, aku rasa ada la abt satu inci lebih je rambut aku yg tinggal. Hehehehe, tu gara-gara nak tahan sampai habis sem. ni. I kind of like it though it's short. Ringan sket rasanya kepala aku setelah lama rasa serabai je. Dalam dua tiga ari ni, raksaksa ngan bola api muncul balik, hahahahaha. Dgn selambaknya aku tunjuk jalan kuar sama ulat yg slalu mai "kawasan" aku. Terang2 aku reject, tak kira la apa ko nak cakap. Come on la beb, aku pon nak gak bersendirian di kawasanku, bersama barang2ku. Nama lagi KU, bukannya MU. Cheh. Ko ada kawasan ko, gi la blah sana, ni ada ati tempat aku gak ko nak lanyak, byk cantik! Soweeee, aku pon bleh mengganas gak, skali dua aku bleh tahan lagi, kalau dah acapkali, chewahhhh, sape bleh tahan. Bukannya ko tak de, saje je suka merayap kat tempat org. Ulat tu ala2 bengkek je sbb aku kata tak mo layan, paham2 la kawan. Aku rasa penat la layan org yg merengek2 cam tu. Geram pon ada, bleh blah la ... Okeh, dah abih luahkan perasaan. Raksaksa nak gi mandi la plak ;) hahahahahaha.
Gambar ni tak de kena-mengena ngan cite Raksaksa Geram, kucen tu kiut, dan aku suka ayat dia, power. LOL, chiao

Sunday, April 23, 2006

3 Cerita

  • Location: My room in my Residence
  • Time: Abt 1.33pm
  • Weather: Mendung, but no rain
  • State of Mind: Sane
  • Physical Check: Still overweight, unruly disheveled hair, haven't taken my shower yet :)
  • Latest activities today as to this hour: Had lunch (sambal tumih sotong and gulai lemak kobih cina, sedap ooo), trimmed my nails, listening to Sheila Majid's CD whilst watching Home Improvement
  • Bilangan cerita hari ini: A few
  • Cerita 1: Read my friend's email again - sometimes you can't help it but to ponder on the value of friendship when you felt you have been betrayed. Betrayal of trust and respect just due to some selfish acts of the other party. Regardless of how minute it can be, it will surely take toll on us. When he or she slackens in retaining the trust that you have had on her/him, it is never a good sign. I have been betrayed many times more than I have betrayed others. To be betrayed is such a deep cut, but to betray is always intentionally, with or without clear conscience. I dread being betrayed, and I try my very best not to betray. If only we think of our friends before putting our personal interests and gains on the first, topmost priority. If only we are not selfish ...
  • Cerita 2: Have you ever come across one feeling of dissatisfaction that you cannot let it out, just to take care of someone else's feelings? Contohnya la, ko tgh syok tgk cerita Shah Rukh Khan, tetiba kawan ko sampai, bukannya nak tgk cite tu skali tapi just nak gebang-gebang. Bijik mata ko kat tempat lain, tinge ko ntah ke mana. Lagi satu situasi, ko tak suka berkongsi barang dgn org lain sbb ko tak dapat privacy utk pilih apa yang ko nak. Bila ko sibuk2 nak cari alternatif lain, si dia sesibuk nak copy apa ko buat. Ko pon gi le carik benda tu. Ok, mesti la ko ingat problem tu dah settle, sbb tak yah berebut2 lagi kan. Tapi, tup tup si dia suka singgah melawat, bukan sekali dua, tapi kerap kali, tak kira masa lak tu. Ko plak tak pernah merendek cam tu sampai la ko rasa susah nak terima. Lain yg ko plan, lain yg jadi ... apa nak buat ... nasib badan
  • Cerita 3: Apa ko rasa kalo tgh ko syok-syok nak bergebang sana sini, si anu nak gi "kerench" selang setengah jam? dah tu tempat nya alahai ... berpusing kepala lutut, potong steam aku je. Barang yg tak penting, beriya2 pulun abis, barang tu benor2 penting, byk dolak dalih. ... hehehehe, ok la, aku nak tgk TV - ada cerita Cinderella la plak. Tajuknya Ever After aku rasa, cite fave aku daa ... Till then, tata

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

I am Green

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!
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That's the result that I've cut and pasted from the Tickle test that Shahrin sent me yesterday. Hehehehe, sounds like too good to be true kan (*perasan je tu*), but one thing for sure is that I love the color green so much, what a coincidence. Nothing much to report this time around:
  • Easter started with Good Friday last week, and most places were closed for a long weekend which lasted yesterday.
  • The 2-week-semester break started with Good Friday, and the uni is really quiet now.
  • Went to Freo with Ging and Lolly last Saturday. It was a nice outing - lunch at Cicerello's, street performances in the middle of Freo, coffee at Dome, wonderful autumn breeze - just perfect.
  • Missed the Easter Sunday Breaky - overslept lorr hehehehe
  • Watched Devdas (for the Xth time) last weekend - I miss Malaysian dramas.
  • Still struggling to keep up with my readings - duhhh
  • Am badly in need of a haircut :P

Till then, cheers.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Maximus

Dag dug dag dug debaran di hati when I heard his voice on the phone. He was the only one who always made me feel like that, and now I know he still has that effect on me. Ada rasa teragak-agak kedengaran, he sounds so dekat, yet it was so him. Mungkin dah lama aku tak dengar suara dia agaknya. Maximus - itu lah satu nama yang dulu amat bermakna padaku, yang pertama mencuri hati ku. Dgn hanya satu utusan email, dan satu pesanan ringkas, dia pantas menyapa ku lagi. Mendengar suaranya mengimbau kembali kenangan yang bertahun-tahun dahulu. We talked about life, about me ... and about him. Tiada yang peribadi, sekadar hanya yang perlu. Sehingga ada ruang kosong, masing-masing loss in speech. Memang dia begitu orangnya, pendiam, tiada banyak yang mahu diperkatakan. Katanya, dia akan berkunjung ke sini (but not as soon). Aku terdiam. I felt so nervous. Apa nih ... he was just from my past. Satu nama yang muncul lagi setelah sekian lama aku terlupa.
Rindukah aku padanya?
Ya ... I miss the times we spent together.
Mungkin kah 'sesuatu' itu masih ada lagi di antara kami? Ermmm ... aku tak tau.
Mahukah aku bertemu dengan nya semula?
Entah ... aku takut untuk kecewa lagi.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Shalalalalala ...

I met Ron just now. Had a talk with him. Ingatkan dah kantoi, but it turned out to be ok. Al-maklumlah, si slowcoach ni memang ala2 lembaps sket in doing her work. And gotten Chris's email too. So happy. They just made my day. Lalalalalalalalala ... sungguh girang hati ku ini. I deserve a treat kan kan kan ;)